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| Friday, December 7, 2007 |
| Curiousity + Anxiety = Internal Torturing of the Soul |
| So it's my first official blog and I think I'm gonna stick the subjective side of my personality. As I idly sit back and let me mundane weekend unfold, I sit back and contemplate about this absolutely beautiful girl that I'm getting to know in my Intro to Painting art class. This girl has everything right about her. She has a witty sense of humor, she's simplistic in her choice of fashion (she's not veiled in all of the latest name brands, which signifies that economically aware because she doesn't throw money away on labels, and wears what she is comfortable in and she just....wears it well), she has a personality that just draws you to her and she's just...perfect. At least from the outside, she appears perfect. It's always those girls that got abused when they were little and having arguing parents, etc. etc. etc. Idk. Something about this girl makes me happy...and she doesn't even know it. Sad. It seems a tad stalker-ish, but so be it. She alleviates some of the pain and torturing that's been embed inside me ever since me and my ex split. It's a risk trying to get to know her due to the fact that I feel so strongly about her and I barely know her and she could possibly have a boyfriend..or be a lesbian...or just not have time for anyone like in her life, but....i'm willing to risk it because fallin' in love is a risk in itself. It all sounds awkward and whatnot, but it's how I feel about her. She gave me her number after class on Wednesday and I texted her today to find out how her registration of classes went...but received no response :-\. Hopefully it's because she doesn't have text messaging on her plan. Guess I have to wait it out until next Wednesday. My female companion (friend) in school believes that my crush was flirting with me and that it's a strong possibility that she likes me because of subtle hints that were thrown around in class, but it's not for certain if she does find me attractive...and I can't pursue anything anyway..unless I call her...but that takes courage lol. Anyway, I digress. This girl is perfect from 1st glance and if it takes all the confidence inside me, I will get her to be mine. She seems perfect for me and is everything my X wasn't. Besides, if i can't have her as my girlfriend...being friends never hurt lol. Well, thanks for listening in world. Next blog...something objectively annoying that I'm sure that you all will relate to. Until next time... Labels: Crush Curious |
posted by Dr. Objective, Mr. Subjective @ 10:27 PM  |
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Go Get 'em, tiger!